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i finally realised its not easy being a human. its not easy being a female, or a male, a human being.
today was super boring. wish tomorrow is better than today. wish tomorrow, im well again :D
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our class farewell party bbq was fun overall. i went there with my clique, and we actually realised we were the only ones who arrived! the rest were either on their way or collecting the food. so the whole thing started quite late. also, there was rain. yes, i do ♥ rain a freaking lot. but still, i was sick. cause of the rain, the fire could not be started. the whole freaking thing took almost like 3 hours! everyone else was like so bored.
our form teacher came quite late. during the process of starting of fire, our maths teacher came. but he only stayed for a while, cos he had a badminton date with his friend. yeah, so he din stay for long. he did help, but to no avail .-. it was only till the evening then the fire started. so freaking long.
so everyone started to bbq-ed and i actually was the most relaxing person. cause i was sick, so i din have to do anything. food was great. then we talked and took our last class photo before everyone cleared the mess and left.
one year has gone, i seriously love this class! i can't bear to hear the fact that we are actually going to different classes. faith2-4 has given me the most memorable memories. especially when everyone knows im the one who always plays pranks and whatsoever. so yeah, its really sad that we have to part.
i also have to remember that they did help to bury my guinea pig, coffee, when he died. coffee had given me and my class a full lot of happy moments in class. and scared the teachers. ever since hes gone, i really missed him alot. i told him that. he told me that he would be happy in heaven. it wasnt my fault. still, times spent with coffee will always be etched in my mind forever.
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-.- a long time since i blogged. holidays are here! so im always busy. but not today. im sick. so i can't go out with anyone. but many things happened.
coffee, my guinea pig died. at 16 09. a normal lifespan of a guinea pig is 4 years. but coffee died after living for 2 years. i got to say sorry to him. he was sick, i din realise it. by the time when i found out, the fever had damaged its brains, and he died. coffee has gone home for good. i feel very bad and guilty. so are the rest of the class, my friends. we buried him not long after. i feel so sad. i din take care of him. and he died.
i really miss him, yesterday, today, now, always, forever. he was the one who made my days and made me happy, when hes not around. and now hes gone. im sorry, coffee. i failed to take care of you. nonetheless, ur always in my heart forever.
nite nite. ily. xx
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today is not a cool day. there was school outing, to learn more about history. and then somehow we went into the cemetery. and its not fun at all. cos we are not allowed to do this and that, bt its really very sad. a lot of graves and dead bodies. some their names are not marked. then we had this ceremony to commemorate the dead soldiers.
after the ceremony we went to these great great walls with many names of the soldiers where they fought during the world war. frm alot alot of countries, and many many names. very confusing, bt really got alot. 24 thousand names. we saw the names until our necks nearly broke.
i dnt like the guide. he always tells us to shut our mouths up. especially when we saw tourists. attention seeking guy. and long long time since i blogged. very busy. tmr il get back my results. and then frm there, its all about him. haha ;D
nite nite. xx
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im sooooooo bored right now. super bored. dying soon. miss him alot tonight. xx
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Sunday, November 22, 2009
